Unfuckingbelievable.

I thought i had something real this time. A real friendship. a bond. an understanding. someone to keep you company at all hours of the night. I was wrong. I always have said age is but a number, and never assumed it could pull two people to polar opposites. Someone who I considered different, is in actuality, worse than your average. But I do understand, don't get me wrong. Just also understand that I won't want to waste another second worrying about a person that pushes me aside to to such a minority.

On another note, Tuesday and Wednesday will be productive. I get two days off, so -does happy dance- that means more time to me. Well not really. More to my AP project that's due in 19 days. Nonetheless I will get it done, I have to.

On the boyfriend note, yeah we had a little dispute last night..nothing major. I have come to realize that just because he doesn't say 'i love you too' it is the end of the world. I know how he feels. I have to let things like that go, because when it boils down to it...its just so minor. I love him, and I know nothing like that can come in between our love.

So Today, my friend Adam came over and we chilled for a while. It was refreshing, I haven't seen him in a while and we had a lot to talk about. I went and got my pathetic Winn-Dixie check and then made a trip to the bank and then Burger King. Later im taking my brother up to Dairy Queen to meet our dad and step-mom for some sweet stuff.

Afterward? AP AP AP. && Maybe I'll get to talk with the boyfrann if i have time.
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