Boyfriend

he is absolutely amazing.
I love him so so so much,
you couldn't even know...

Tonight & Today

tossing and turning. Closely watching the flicker of my new direct-tv power light. Sleep is far from what I'm going to receive. Today work 10-5 and I plan on going to Kody's afterwards, if at all possible. Tomorrow I will probably call off work, I am drained, I am tired, I am scared.

My

eyes are open. you have my undivided attention. I understand completely, I know where wrong turns were made. Time will heal my wounds and my heart will be open to voice. I love you, no matter what happens. Through thick and thin. Its not just a four-letter word it is a promise. Time will heal everything. This is just a breather. Note to self: remain calm.

Friday Again

and this week is finally over. it feels as though this week has in all reality been at least 10 days long. The weekend looks hopeful. This week was one of the roughest, but I am strong, and I can overcome anything thrown at me. Tonight, fast food for dinner, thats always tasty [/sarcasm] then homework for the remainder. Tomorrow morning, bright and early work from 11-6, but im going to ask for 10-5 so I can go to Kody's afterwards. Sundays the same, minus Kody's house. Thats about it, FCAT next week. no pressure, this is just the most important test of my life so far. I don't graduate if I pass, no pressure, right?

Middle

of the week. Wednesday again. Church tonight should be fun and different, yet an eye opener. Kids are serving. I'm going to Kody's early, I need to get out of this house. Wont be home all night, tomorrows blog pends crucial details. g'night

You Know

you can't lie to me. or if you think you can, you can only do so for so long. I know everything, every move that is made in life's game of chess. If I find out whats stirring in my mind to be accurate, it will be your not only first, but last time aswell. You can bet your bottom dollar on that. You do what you want, but once im gone, baby i'm gone.

Today was so-so. I really just don't have it in me. From first to about fifth period I was semi awake but lost in thought and the rest of the day was a blur. I have minimal homework, for I will be copying the math from someone beforehand tomorrow. My plans went to shit, I guess I am staying in for the night. I need some sleep, my mind is restless, and I need to ease it before it goes insane.

Monday

morning, sun is shining. That it is, no more cold weather -does a dance- and no more Winn-Dixie, for six days that is. So school today was bleh, I really miss Primetime a lot. I wish he would a) stop being sick and b) stop getting everyone else sick. Easy-come, easy-go day. Favorite day of the week, yet least favorite week of the month. Put one and two together, and as of tomorrow I won't feel up to doing anything. What can you do, it's that time of month again, unfortunately. Today and Tonight should go pretty smooth. Algebra II homework, a response paper for English and I really should finish my Spanish project. Shower, dinner and bed. The works.

Yikes

Okay so after work on Sunday, nothing went as planned. I was honestly B E A T. I finished up my homework and crashed. So on to my amazing Saturday night, for backtracking is a must. I get off of work at 4:00 and find myself at Kody's shortly afterwards. He got his license Saturday and was eager to get on the road. His family piled in the mini-van, driven by his amazing soccer-mom dad. They shut the doors. Kody tells me to follow him and we pile in an '03 mustang and Kody's got the keys. I was super exited, probably as excited as a toddler in Toys-R-Us. So we follow the rest of the family to Uno, a Chicago grill that has amazing food. I have never in my life had to eat pizza with not one, but two utensils. After dinner Kody and I went out separate ways from the rest of the family that was headed home and we were off to a night alone. We drove to AMC theaters and saw a movie. Although the movie (Be Kind Rewind) was the most boring movie ever, it didn't even matter. It was our first official date as a couple and nothing could have broken my happiness. Kody is an amazing driver, but an even more Amazing Boyfriend.

Ending

my weekend, with a 7 hour work shift. Winn-Dixie from 11am to 6pm, then rushing home to shower, do laundry, my algebra homework, my Spanish homework and project, and anything else I can find that needs to be done. I would make this more thoughtful, or at least have a point but I'm crunched for time, so I will blog later, and give details on my AMAZING saturday night with Kody<3