Payday

Oh what a joy, every Tuesday of the week seems to be another paycheck disappointment. Roughly sixty this week, but $25.00 of it goes towards prom transportation. Had to pay my grandparents back and buy stuff for dinner, I'm left with four dollars. I am slowly getting things paid off. I need $100.00 for Kody's parents, and $100.00 for the rest of my prom expenses. With three paychecks left before prom, It is going to be tight. No more silly expenses for the next month.

FCAT kickoff today, was the writing portion. Honestly, no biggie, it was fairly easy. Tomorrow is the math, and my brain will be F R I E D afterwards. Then after school its the last Wednesday at church with Kody and the family. Not too sad, because I can still go to his house on Wednesdays as long as I keep the church-ending on the down low. theres always going to be an equal balance of good and bad this week. Except Thursday, NRT math and reading in one day, then nothing. Friday I am planning on going to Ginaaaaas then Saturday after work I will be going out with Kody to see 10,000 BC. [Hopefully it will be better than Be Kind Rewind.] He is a great driver, and it is such an unexplainable feeling to be sitting in the passengers seat with him to my left. It is a sense of security, maturity, and freedom. No worries.

His parents are absolutely the best. I feel like they really trust us, and that is such a great feeling. I'm a good kid, I always have been and yet nobody has ever given me trust due to my age and "hormones", but nobody cares to realize im not stupid. I make my own decisions, and wise ones at that. I am so lucky to have him, and his parents as well, its nice to know someone cares. (: I loveee that boy.

Wednesday = best day of the week, so I want to go to sleep, like now.

You Know

you can't lie to me. or if you think you can, you can only do so for so long. I know everything, every move that is made in life's game of chess. If I find out whats stirring in my mind to be accurate, it will be your not only first, but last time aswell. You can bet your bottom dollar on that. You do what you want, but once im gone, baby i'm gone.

Today was so-so. I really just don't have it in me. From first to about fifth period I was semi awake but lost in thought and the rest of the day was a blur. I have minimal homework, for I will be copying the math from someone beforehand tomorrow. My plans went to shit, I guess I am staying in for the night. I need some sleep, my mind is restless, and I need to ease it before it goes insane.