Yikes

Well life sure does have a funny way of screwing you in the ass. Over the past two months my life has basically turned itself inside out in ever way imaginable. I dont even know where to start.

Well on June 6th, 2008 I turned sweet sixteen. June 7th, 2008 I celebrated it at the palace roller rink with some close friends. I'm not gonna lie, it was the worst birthday ever. Sixteen was anything but sweet at this point.

WORK: Well after turning 16, I officially got my spot on the stock crew and I average about 30 hours a week which is anywhere from $150-$200 a week. [can't complain.] Work is good, im growing close to my co-workers and we are one big family. { Art-Megan-Cristina-Melvin-Davin-Zach-Don-Bridget } apart from Winn-Dixie however, I am now working for the city of NFM doing web design [[nfmcpp.org]] for the NFMCCP/NFMDRP, which is the North Fort Myers community planning panel and design review panel. The pay is great, and It gives me bonding time with my boyfriend. Together we make a great team.

BOYFRIEND?!: Yeah, unbelievable as it may be..Kody and I are back together and have been for a little over a month. Things are going great and its a rare occasion that we fight or have an argument. Its smooth sailing and the love is definitely balanced this time around. 12-11-07 && forever. (:

FAMILY: no no, nothing has changed, im still getting royally fucked up the ass. I hate them, more than anything, and now they are all taking advantage of me and playing me like a game of monopoly.

SCHOOL: class of 2010 baby. school goes back in 24 days and I cant wait, 4th quarter of last year..i totally bombed and went downhill so now i get a fresh start. AP English III, TV Production III, Web Design III, Digital Photography, Precalculus, Anatomy/Phys Honors & American History Honors.

FRIENDS: same old same old. callie and I have prettymuch grown apart though, which sucks but..sometimes..shit happens.

yeah so theres life in two months summed up in one post.
Hopefully im back to blogspot for good.
(:

Yikes

don't kill me, i know. It has been way too long without a blog. what can I say. my amazing grounded-until-today spring break has kept me super busy. Sunday at work was great, I was super tired afterwards though, and came home to crash. Monday I got my ENTIRE 10-page World History Honors "The Communist Manifesto" paper completed. Such a relief, because that was my big worry over break. Tuesday I lounged, laundry-ed and did my math homework and today I plan on doing my English research paper and taking a nice long shower.

Thursday and Friday will be greattt! Going to Kodys back-to-back to hang out on Thursday and see a movie on Friday. [Although my little Kodykins is absolutely dreading seeing prom night] So all should go well for then, and back to work Saturday and Sunday on a regular 11-6 binge.

I've been playing http://www.pogo.com ALOT over break. It keeps your brain semi-thinking and there are a ton of fun and free games to play. So maybe take a peek at that if your bored or have nothing to do on a Friday night [or in my case, Wednesday afternoon].

Monday, im dreading. So long pajamas, sleeping until noon and putting my brain to better use.
Until then~ (oh and I promise I'll try to blog more)

I Know

its Saturday, but I got home late last night. It didn't go as planned at ALL. having a peaceful dinner followed by Kody and I driving to AMC to see 21 turned into a Dinner brawl, and Kody's mom driving us to-and-from Marquee Cinemas to see Superhero Movie. Honestly though, it was amazing. Any time I get to spend with that boy means more to me then what we are doing or where we are doing it at. Happy four months to us [12-11-07 ~ 04-11-08] and as Kody says "162 more to go." It worried me too, so I asked and he replied "I don't know, its a lot of months :)." Well 162 sounds good to me and then we will take it from there. I love him, with everything in my being. <3

SPRING BREAK 2008 BBY :D too bad im grounded until Wednesday. Then Thursday I will probably go to Kodys, then Saturday too. Not really sure, but I know I want to see him. I have three research papers to write and a bunch of stuff to get off my plate academically. I can do it, I got one week. We will see how it goes...

Today, however, I have work in exactly an hour and don't get off until 6:00PM. Don't expect another blog today or tonight but tomorrow, we can Just say -I owe you one-

Lenient

is most definitely what I have been on my blogging. Not a single one in almost a week, but I have a valid excuse for sure. School has been keeping me occupied and a half. Ive gotten a lot of work done this week and my attention has stayed with my schoolwork. In a nutshell, its been a G R E A T week, not really one thing to seriously complain about. Tomorrow, Friday April 11th will be four loving months with Kody, and I'm suuper excited. No blogging tomorrow because after school I'm headed his way for the night, were going out to see 21 at AMC and im sure it will be as amazing as he is. Saturday looking promising for another blog, stay tuned.

Sunday

Okay so last night I got off work at 6:00 and then came home, finished up some laundry and went to see Shutter. It was amazingly scary but if your into scary movies, I highly recommend it. This morning I woke up at 8:22 and ate breakfast, did two (almost three) loads of laundry and did my response paper for English. Feeling quite accomplished. Work from 11:00-6:00 today at the wonderful world of Winn-Dixie then I've got to manage my time super wisely. Before 7:00 I want to finish my last load of laundry and finish my math homework. I'll eat shower and bed right before 10:00 and all that goes well ends well. Tomorrow, Monday, favorite day of the week. That means seeing Kody's face five days in a row :) but in reality it will be seven, because PRRROMMMMMM! is next Saturday and we will be out until after 12:00 am. (: I'm excited. I know, its very noticeable. I try to subside it, but In reality I can't. Its going to be the best night, ever. With the most amazing guy, ever. I lovee that boy. Despite everything, really, I do. Its less than an hour until Work, and here I am blogging, I really should go get ready. I might blog later, but don't hold me to it.

Saturday

brings another day of work. The usual 11-6 routine but hopefully going to have some plans afterwards with a few friends. I got my entire double-entry quote journal completed last night for English class, im super excited. I will complete the project next next Tuesday. Tonight my alternative would be starting my communist manifesto paper for World History. Sounds exciting huh. Well going to Kody's is out of the question for two reasons, one he has company and two I need to keep my distance. Bite my tongue, prom is in a week. I'm super excited. It, however, will be a long long longggg never ending week. Doctors appointment on Monday at 2:30 and Dentist appointment on Thursday at 2:30 (but I get to leave school at 12:00 because its in Lehigh) Then don't get me started on next Friday. All that goes well ends well, and after work, I will result to a blog for further information.

Saturday

is going pretty great. Work from 12:00-6:00 at the wonderful world of Winn-Dixie, hopefully eating lunch with Daniel today between 3:00-3:30 then after work going to Kody's until like 11:00 and we are going out tonight to the movies. It should be nothing but good-ness, but I have to watch my back..karma is out to get me. Won't be blogging any further today, time just has the best of me. One last bit, last night had me on the floor in tears. Some people just have a great and unique sense of humor.

Payday

Oh what a joy, every Tuesday of the week seems to be another paycheck disappointment. Roughly sixty this week, but $25.00 of it goes towards prom transportation. Had to pay my grandparents back and buy stuff for dinner, I'm left with four dollars. I am slowly getting things paid off. I need $100.00 for Kody's parents, and $100.00 for the rest of my prom expenses. With three paychecks left before prom, It is going to be tight. No more silly expenses for the next month.

FCAT kickoff today, was the writing portion. Honestly, no biggie, it was fairly easy. Tomorrow is the math, and my brain will be F R I E D afterwards. Then after school its the last Wednesday at church with Kody and the family. Not too sad, because I can still go to his house on Wednesdays as long as I keep the church-ending on the down low. theres always going to be an equal balance of good and bad this week. Except Thursday, NRT math and reading in one day, then nothing. Friday I am planning on going to Ginaaaaas then Saturday after work I will be going out with Kody to see 10,000 BC. [Hopefully it will be better than Be Kind Rewind.] He is a great driver, and it is such an unexplainable feeling to be sitting in the passengers seat with him to my left. It is a sense of security, maturity, and freedom. No worries.

His parents are absolutely the best. I feel like they really trust us, and that is such a great feeling. I'm a good kid, I always have been and yet nobody has ever given me trust due to my age and "hormones", but nobody cares to realize im not stupid. I make my own decisions, and wise ones at that. I am so lucky to have him, and his parents as well, its nice to know someone cares. (: I loveee that boy.

Wednesday = best day of the week, so I want to go to sleep, like now.

Tonight & Today

tossing and turning. Closely watching the flicker of my new direct-tv power light. Sleep is far from what I'm going to receive. Today work 10-5 and I plan on going to Kody's afterwards, if at all possible. Tomorrow I will probably call off work, I am drained, I am tired, I am scared.

Yikes

Okay so after work on Sunday, nothing went as planned. I was honestly B E A T. I finished up my homework and crashed. So on to my amazing Saturday night, for backtracking is a must. I get off of work at 4:00 and find myself at Kody's shortly afterwards. He got his license Saturday and was eager to get on the road. His family piled in the mini-van, driven by his amazing soccer-mom dad. They shut the doors. Kody tells me to follow him and we pile in an '03 mustang and Kody's got the keys. I was super exited, probably as excited as a toddler in Toys-R-Us. So we follow the rest of the family to Uno, a Chicago grill that has amazing food. I have never in my life had to eat pizza with not one, but two utensils. After dinner Kody and I went out separate ways from the rest of the family that was headed home and we were off to a night alone. We drove to AMC theaters and saw a movie. Although the movie (Be Kind Rewind) was the most boring movie ever, it didn't even matter. It was our first official date as a couple and nothing could have broken my happiness. Kody is an amazing driver, but an even more Amazing Boyfriend.

TGIF

or is it really. :( Why be so thankful if you've got a busy weekend like I presume I do. If I could plan everything in life, I would benefit to a great unknown extent. If I could foresee the future and know that everything really would be okay, my nerves could rest easy. Tonight I'm probably going to take a nap and do some laundry, as well as my English GUM (grammar usage & mechanics) workpages, math homework, chemistry and Spanish. [pretty much all my homework will get done tonight] and top it off with a shower and bed. Tomorrow, waking up at seven. getting ready for work but actually going to pick up my prom dress, then off to work until 5. then off to Kody's until 9:30ish. Sunday brings the usual 11-6 with the Sunday rituals afterwards. Busy and boring, except the Kody part. For all I know... well, thats another story, another time, another blog.

Semi-Sick Sunday

And unfortunately, it continues. Sick sick sick still. Sunday, looks good though. I didn't go to work today, and I'm highly ecstatic. School tomorrow, and I get to see Kodyyyyyy -does a dance-. Seriously, weekends are dreadful when he isn't in them. I guess ima stay in today and finish up some homework. I am starting to think the massive pile never ends. Algebra and English, but most certainly NOT in that order.

I loveeee that boy. And I love getting out of work. I wish I was sick more often. No fever, no coughing/puking. Really the only thing now is my throat is swollen. So that means it doesn't really interfere with anything. On to homework....

Saturday

yeah so today already blows big time. It's a scary feeling to wake up, try to breathe through your mouth, and choke yourself. My throat is swollen to no end and im still running a high fever. Someone make it stop! Work from 11-6, which means i have roughly 2 hours to get ready for hell. I wish yesterday I would have called off, but I need the money. I will, probably come home early though. maybe at 4 or 5. I dont know, im just mad and sick, sick and mad.

Sick Weekend

I don't know why I always feel like this, its a roulette game with my insides. Its a burning sensation over my whole body, a temperature rise unbearable. A breath-taking gruesome experience. I'm sick, do I have to say much more? Fever of 102, sore throat and most. def nausea/dizziness. Where did this come from? What does it want from me and my immune system? Please go away.. I have such a busy weekend ahead of me and I can't tolerate completing my many tasks with this cold hanging over me. Saturday will be blah, working from 11-6 but I have to wake up at 6 to do all my chores.

After work, my friend Natalia is coming over so we can, (for the second time) write a gazillion page paper on Gandhi for World History Honors. She should leave about 9ish or so, then I'm hitting the bed hard. Same Deal Sunday, but I've gotta get all my homework done. Paychecks are Friday, I'm kinda nervous, sick to my stomach nervous. Algebra II honors sucks, don't ever take it, avoid it at all costs. So basically, I'm going to have a sick weekend, and not sick in a good way. On a brighter note? I love kody :)