I'm Determined

to make Friday, April 4th and Saturday, April 5th, amazing. I will hold my head high and be strong. I will know that despite everything, somewhere inside, I know the truth. Every little thing will be fine. Its like being on death row and knowing when your sentence is up...

Church

tonight again with Kody and the family. (or family to be) Last night was amazing, the service was highly interesting and im really starting to get into the religion. Tonight should be anything but a disappointment, its good Friday. The rest of the weekend will be controlled chaos. Work tomorrow 11-6 then on Sunday from 8-3 (possibly 8-2) and Kody's afterwards. Monday is homework day, I plan to get it all done and out of the way, then back to school on Tuesday. Prom is exactly 15 days away, and I am over-the-top excited. Off to get ready, a long and fulfilled night ahead.

Wednesday

brings happiness and dread. this small 4x2 piece of decorative card stock holds the key to my status for the next two weeks, and hopefully a re-unison of passion will occur that will cause a landslide of a 360 to happen. Until then, time will only tell.

Algebra II chapter 7 test today, will go on my quarter three report card -rolls eyes-, im a point away from a C, and if she doesn't bump me up, im going to have a conniption. I think i did decent, at least a 50%. Also had a quarter test in Spanish II, Thought i did more than fairly well. My third and final test in World History is tomorrow. No homework tonight, just going to sit back and take it easy.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better, although I cant really complain about today. Thursday, last day of the week and the start of a 4-day weekend due to a large fluffy mammal that goes around hopping with baskets of dyed eggs and chocolates. for those of you who must have it direct, easter. No plans tomorrow night, getting a jump start on my projects. Friday I'm going to Kodys basically all day. Saturday work 11-6 and no plans afterwards, going to take an early 8-3 shift on Sunday then go to Kody's again. Monday I will hopefully be hanging out with primeypants because its his birthday. (Maybe convince him to buy wedge shoes for prom, and pitch in for his dates ticket? <3 lol)

But anywho, busy busy the next couple of days. I pray everything goes smooth, karma FINALLY left me alone. Maybe I can sleep easy now.

Inventory

at Winn-Dixie on Wednesday, so therefore every item in the entire back room must be accounted for. Greatttt, so im covered in sticky-residue from the masking tape and stray permanent marker litters my hands, arms and work uniform. Kody and I are good, no worries there...the arguments and such have ceased, and I couldn't be happier. I loveee that boy. Monday is tomorrow, the most dreaded day of the week, starting a normal schools schedule and for my lack of presence Friday, I have a lot to make up. Although it is a four-day week so I can grin and bear it. Tonight, simple, staying in...messing around on the copy, nothing unusual or exciting.

School

Today? No thanks. I actually overslept as well as everyone else in the house so by the time im up its 8:00 and to get ready and out of here would be another hour or so. Therefore my grandpa just said screw it, stay home. After a week of FCAT, it sounded good to me. I stayed in bed until 10:00 then we went to run all my errands. Got shoes for prom, and booked my appointments. Getting all my plans down on paper so I don't forget anything. Its been an easy-peasy day and I can't complain. Well I guess I can, I didn't get to see Kody today, but we are going out tomorrow night to see 10,000 BC, so its okay. I love that boy so much, its ridiculous. Tonight I plan on getting everything done, homework and such. Until then ~

Friday Again

and this week is finally over. it feels as though this week has in all reality been at least 10 days long. The weekend looks hopeful. This week was one of the roughest, but I am strong, and I can overcome anything thrown at me. Tonight, fast food for dinner, thats always tasty [/sarcasm] then homework for the remainder. Tomorrow morning, bright and early work from 11-6, but im going to ask for 10-5 so I can go to Kody's afterwards. Sundays the same, minus Kody's house. Thats about it, FCAT next week. no pressure, this is just the most important test of my life so far. I don't graduate if I pass, no pressure, right?

Ending

my weekend, with a 7 hour work shift. Winn-Dixie from 11am to 6pm, then rushing home to shower, do laundry, my algebra homework, my Spanish homework and project, and anything else I can find that needs to be done. I would make this more thoughtful, or at least have a point but I'm crunched for time, so I will blog later, and give details on my AMAZING saturday night with Kody<3

Saturday

is depressing. well today is an exception. Work from 11-4 (yeah, see how I manage that) then to Kody's hopefully around 5. leaving at 9:30ish and that is the highlight of my weekend. I love that boyyyyy, and I hate winndixie. Toss a coin, go figure.

TGIF

or is it really. :( Why be so thankful if you've got a busy weekend like I presume I do. If I could plan everything in life, I would benefit to a great unknown extent. If I could foresee the future and know that everything really would be okay, my nerves could rest easy. Tonight I'm probably going to take a nap and do some laundry, as well as my English GUM (grammar usage & mechanics) workpages, math homework, chemistry and Spanish. [pretty much all my homework will get done tonight] and top it off with a shower and bed. Tomorrow, waking up at seven. getting ready for work but actually going to pick up my prom dress, then off to work until 5. then off to Kody's until 9:30ish. Sunday brings the usual 11-6 with the Sunday rituals afterwards. Busy and boring, except the Kody part. For all I know... well, thats another story, another time, another blog.

Sick Weekend

I don't know why I always feel like this, its a roulette game with my insides. Its a burning sensation over my whole body, a temperature rise unbearable. A breath-taking gruesome experience. I'm sick, do I have to say much more? Fever of 102, sore throat and most. def nausea/dizziness. Where did this come from? What does it want from me and my immune system? Please go away.. I have such a busy weekend ahead of me and I can't tolerate completing my many tasks with this cold hanging over me. Saturday will be blah, working from 11-6 but I have to wake up at 6 to do all my chores.

After work, my friend Natalia is coming over so we can, (for the second time) write a gazillion page paper on Gandhi for World History Honors. She should leave about 9ish or so, then I'm hitting the bed hard. Same Deal Sunday, but I've gotta get all my homework done. Paychecks are Friday, I'm kinda nervous, sick to my stomach nervous. Algebra II honors sucks, don't ever take it, avoid it at all costs. So basically, I'm going to have a sick weekend, and not sick in a good way. On a brighter note? I love kody :)