Promenade

aka Prom, is tomorrow. There is no more attempting to restrain times never ending hands. I want it to be magical. I want that passion to rise up again. I want to feel complete, overwhelming happiness. Why am I already feeling disappointed...

"everything will be just fine." I have to keep telling myself that. Today, Friday, was decent. Not as amazing as I proclaimed I wanted it to be, but it will do. I can do this. C'mon Megan, pull yourself together and do this, make it through the night. Re-unite the love you've lost.

I'm Determined

to make Friday, April 4th and Saturday, April 5th, amazing. I will hold my head high and be strong. I will know that despite everything, somewhere inside, I know the truth. Every little thing will be fine. Its like being on death row and knowing when your sentence is up...

Sunday

Okay so last night I got off work at 6:00 and then came home, finished up some laundry and went to see Shutter. It was amazingly scary but if your into scary movies, I highly recommend it. This morning I woke up at 8:22 and ate breakfast, did two (almost three) loads of laundry and did my response paper for English. Feeling quite accomplished. Work from 11:00-6:00 today at the wonderful world of Winn-Dixie then I've got to manage my time super wisely. Before 7:00 I want to finish my last load of laundry and finish my math homework. I'll eat shower and bed right before 10:00 and all that goes well ends well. Tomorrow, Monday, favorite day of the week. That means seeing Kody's face five days in a row :) but in reality it will be seven, because PRRROMMMMMM! is next Saturday and we will be out until after 12:00 am. (: I'm excited. I know, its very noticeable. I try to subside it, but In reality I can't. Its going to be the best night, ever. With the most amazing guy, ever. I lovee that boy. Despite everything, really, I do. Its less than an hour until Work, and here I am blogging, I really should go get ready. I might blog later, but don't hold me to it.

Saturday

brings another day of work. The usual 11-6 routine but hopefully going to have some plans afterwards with a few friends. I got my entire double-entry quote journal completed last night for English class, im super excited. I will complete the project next next Tuesday. Tonight my alternative would be starting my communist manifesto paper for World History. Sounds exciting huh. Well going to Kody's is out of the question for two reasons, one he has company and two I need to keep my distance. Bite my tongue, prom is in a week. I'm super excited. It, however, will be a long long longggg never ending week. Doctors appointment on Monday at 2:30 and Dentist appointment on Thursday at 2:30 (but I get to leave school at 12:00 because its in Lehigh) Then don't get me started on next Friday. All that goes well ends well, and after work, I will result to a blog for further information.

Wednesday

brings happiness and dread. this small 4x2 piece of decorative card stock holds the key to my status for the next two weeks, and hopefully a re-unison of passion will occur that will cause a landslide of a 360 to happen. Until then, time will only tell.

Algebra II chapter 7 test today, will go on my quarter three report card -rolls eyes-, im a point away from a C, and if she doesn't bump me up, im going to have a conniption. I think i did decent, at least a 50%. Also had a quarter test in Spanish II, Thought i did more than fairly well. My third and final test in World History is tomorrow. No homework tonight, just going to sit back and take it easy.

Hopefully tomorrow will be better, although I cant really complain about today. Thursday, last day of the week and the start of a 4-day weekend due to a large fluffy mammal that goes around hopping with baskets of dyed eggs and chocolates. for those of you who must have it direct, easter. No plans tomorrow night, getting a jump start on my projects. Friday I'm going to Kodys basically all day. Saturday work 11-6 and no plans afterwards, going to take an early 8-3 shift on Sunday then go to Kody's again. Monday I will hopefully be hanging out with primeypants because its his birthday. (Maybe convince him to buy wedge shoes for prom, and pitch in for his dates ticket? <3 lol)

But anywho, busy busy the next couple of days. I pray everything goes smooth, karma FINALLY left me alone. Maybe I can sleep easy now.

Boyfrannn

is simply great. No matter what happens between us we come out on top. Prom is less than three weeks away, it will be an amazing night with an amazing guy. So for those that are wondering, things are a-ok. They should be, because there isn't a reason for them to not be. I loveee Kody.

School

Today? No thanks. I actually overslept as well as everyone else in the house so by the time im up its 8:00 and to get ready and out of here would be another hour or so. Therefore my grandpa just said screw it, stay home. After a week of FCAT, it sounded good to me. I stayed in bed until 10:00 then we went to run all my errands. Got shoes for prom, and booked my appointments. Getting all my plans down on paper so I don't forget anything. Its been an easy-peasy day and I can't complain. Well I guess I can, I didn't get to see Kody today, but we are going out tomorrow night to see 10,000 BC, so its okay. I love that boy so much, its ridiculous. Tonight I plan on getting everything done, homework and such. Until then ~