Saturday

is going pretty great. Work from 12:00-6:00 at the wonderful world of Winn-Dixie, hopefully eating lunch with Daniel today between 3:00-3:30 then after work going to Kody's until like 11:00 and we are going out tonight to the movies. It should be nothing but good-ness, but I have to watch my back..karma is out to get me. Won't be blogging any further today, time just has the best of me. One last bit, last night had me on the floor in tears. Some people just have a great and unique sense of humor.

School

Today? No thanks. I actually overslept as well as everyone else in the house so by the time im up its 8:00 and to get ready and out of here would be another hour or so. Therefore my grandpa just said screw it, stay home. After a week of FCAT, it sounded good to me. I stayed in bed until 10:00 then we went to run all my errands. Got shoes for prom, and booked my appointments. Getting all my plans down on paper so I don't forget anything. Its been an easy-peasy day and I can't complain. Well I guess I can, I didn't get to see Kody today, but we are going out tomorrow night to see 10,000 BC, so its okay. I love that boy so much, its ridiculous. Tonight I plan on getting everything done, homework and such. Until then ~

Whoa

take a step back and look at yourself. What have you done. You hear crickets off in the distance, for merely nothing you have actually done. (: FCAT is O-V-E-R!!! It is so exciting, like you don't even know. School today was great. National Geographic has a WHOLE new meaning and Brounson is going to adopt, because he finally realized he doesn't have a baby. Mr. Brounson is oddly enough the closest thing to a father-figure in my life. But not in a weird way, assured. Today, doing a load of laundry and thats it, no thanks on anything else. Had Mcdonalds [told primetime I would, but he denied my skills] and were having Long John sloppy fish for dinner. I can eat what I want, because I can't try out for the cheer leading team because my grandparents are irrational. Things right now, in my life, are at a standstill, they are neutral. I wont utter a single complaint either because things could take a turn for the worse, but some people in my life wouldn't let that happen<3

Payday

Oh what a joy, every Tuesday of the week seems to be another paycheck disappointment. Roughly sixty this week, but $25.00 of it goes towards prom transportation. Had to pay my grandparents back and buy stuff for dinner, I'm left with four dollars. I am slowly getting things paid off. I need $100.00 for Kody's parents, and $100.00 for the rest of my prom expenses. With three paychecks left before prom, It is going to be tight. No more silly expenses for the next month.

FCAT kickoff today, was the writing portion. Honestly, no biggie, it was fairly easy. Tomorrow is the math, and my brain will be F R I E D afterwards. Then after school its the last Wednesday at church with Kody and the family. Not too sad, because I can still go to his house on Wednesdays as long as I keep the church-ending on the down low. theres always going to be an equal balance of good and bad this week. Except Thursday, NRT math and reading in one day, then nothing. Friday I am planning on going to Ginaaaaas then Saturday after work I will be going out with Kody to see 10,000 BC. [Hopefully it will be better than Be Kind Rewind.] He is a great driver, and it is such an unexplainable feeling to be sitting in the passengers seat with him to my left. It is a sense of security, maturity, and freedom. No worries.

His parents are absolutely the best. I feel like they really trust us, and that is such a great feeling. I'm a good kid, I always have been and yet nobody has ever given me trust due to my age and "hormones", but nobody cares to realize im not stupid. I make my own decisions, and wise ones at that. I am so lucky to have him, and his parents as well, its nice to know someone cares. (: I loveee that boy.

Wednesday = best day of the week, so I want to go to sleep, like now.

Monday

Wasn't as marvelous as it could have been. But no day this week can be as bad as tomorrow. Its the kickoff for the most important series of tests I will take to this day. FCAT reading tomorrow, then FCAT math on Wednesday, then NRT reading and math on Thursday. Friday is one of those do-nothing days so it will be a great end to a week. Wednesday is an even medium, last Wednesday at church with Kody, (but my grandparents don't know that), so if i keep it on the down low I might be able to keep seeing him on Wednesdays. Things are looking hopeful and I am trying to be as optimistic as possible in the weeks to come. Tomorrow, March 11th, is the three month mark for my amazingly wonderful boyfriend and I. The best three months of my life, and a month from now, it will be four. Not only four, but by this time, prom would have passed and I know it will be an unforgettable night.